beauty of the beholder

You are a diamond that is buried deep within the ground
You feel lost and no where to be found
No one know that your worth is tremendous
No one notice that you are precious
But I doI see you
Through the soil that covers your body
Lies such incredible beauty

Written beautifully by someone :)

I should not be here right now. I should be sleeping and snoring or whatever.
And yet I am here now blogging something.
Sometimes I find myself worthless.
Like I dont belong to this world.
Probably it's because I dont talk alot or maybe because I dont really expose myself.
So yeah, i dont really know what im writing. Just feel like babbling something out here.

I feel sadness penetrating through my body. And i just dont know why. My mood swings alot. One moment i'll be jumping here and ther and the next minute you'll see me sitting or standing alone with a frown on my face. I just dont know why. Probably it's because im human. And Humans are not perfect.

why am i saying all these?? I bet no one is looking at it. haih. who can i really share my problems to? who can i cry to whenever im sad? who can i depend on whenever i need help?

At home:
My dad is the best. I always tell my problems to him. :) I love him alot. He's more like a bestfriend to me.
My mum. Well, it's very obvious that she prefers my brother more than me. It's normal i guess. Dads prefer daughther and moms prefer sons.
My sister is also the best although we always argue with each other alot. HAHA I also tell my problems to her. And she has helped me alot. she's the nest sister i have ever met. hehehe yesh she is. I really couldnt ask for anything more. :P

Okay, guess I am sleepy now..
nitenite everyone :D
Wan an